Ten Lies Of Ethnography GARY ALAN FINE UNIVERSITY OF GEORGIA Keynote Address That master sociologist Everett Hughes often trenchantly noted to his many apprentices that there is an "underside" associated with all work. Each job has techniques of doing things -- standard operating procedures -- of which it would be impolitic for those outside of the guild to know. Illusions are essential to maintain an occupational reputation. Such actions are typically hidden in the backstage regions to which outsiders do not gain access. As has been said, "no one should without a strong stomach should watch sausage or laws being made." The production of good things may not be a pretty sight. The reality of life in an operating room, in a kitchen, or in a judge's chambers is not always the stuff of heroic public images. Illusions are necessary for occupational survival. Indeed, as professional baseball umpire Hank Soar remarked in response to former professional pitcher Jim Bouton's (1970) "expose" of professional baseball: "If we all wrote about what we know about other people, there'd be no baseball" (Bouton 1971). No baseball -- not in the physical sense, but on the moral plane. The world is secured on secrets. Yet, illusions have a way of growing, of laying down roots, of becoming taken for granted. This begins to be problematic when practitioners take their illusions for real. It is not that practitioners operate out of cynical knowledge, but rather they should operate with the recognition that they must make choices, which impel them to behave in ways that differ from how they would like "the general public" to assume that they behave. This is the reality of life in a division of labor in which work lives are enacted behind gauzy curtains. I wish to examine the underside of qualitative methodology -- thus, the provocative title. In a methodology that is increasingly becoming self-critical, questioning, and unwilling to take for granted the assumptions that had always been assumed, such a perspective is legitimate. I use the word "lies" rather than "myths," because the former captures better the assertion that we should be aware of the reality that we are shading in our assumptions about the world -- and being provocative is sometimes a virtue. My underlying thesis is that qualitative research -- like all life -- is both more and less than its public image. We indulge in claims and assumptions about the method and the analysis behind it that cannot withstand close and cold scrutiny. Determining the reality of any instance of qualitative research is hard because so much of the process is hidden and backstage. Researchers work as lone rangers -- as cowboys -- as individualists. Analysis is private, field notes are not to be made available for secondary analysis, and much ethnographic writing is accepted on faith. We even assure ourselves that there are good and sufficient ethical rationales for this secrecy. Opportunities for deception are great. While researchers are fundamentally honest -- as lawyers, clergymen, doctors, and car salesmen are fundamentally honest, everyone's goal is to get by, and permit one's life to run tolerable smoothly -- to engage in impression management. In discussing the ten lies of ethnography I do no more that to put flesh on the truism that all workers are caught in a set of demands that compel them to deviate from the formal and idealistic rules of their profession. Borrowing from Howard Becker and his colleagues (1961) in Boys in White, idealism may sometimes be a luxury in a pressured circumstance. These illusions are a necessary component of how work is structured and of our needs for presentation of self. I discern a number of images of ethnographers -- mental images and images for public consumption -- based on partial truths or even self-deceptions. Consider: 1) The Kindly Ethnographer, 2) The Friendly Ethnographer, 3) The Honest Ethnographer, 4) The Fair Ethnographer, 5) The Candid Ethnographer, 6) The Precise Ethnographer, 7) The Observant Ethnographer, 8) The Unobtrusive Ethnographer, 9) The Chaste Ethnographer, and 10) The Literary Ethnographer. The Kindly Ethnographer Most -- if not all -- ethnographers make a play for their subjects, suggesting that they are intensely sympathetic chroniclers. When this is true -- as I shall discuss later -- it involves lies, but, it is equally applicable when it is not. Most ethnographers are quite taken by the lives of those they examine, but this is not inevitably so. Sometimes we examine unpleasant lives, groups, and organizations -- and may choose to do this with malice aforethought. The examination of disparaged groups -- groups that one begins the research expecting to dislike -- does occur in the social sciences. This phenomenon is well-explored by Jack Douglas in his provocative Investigative Social Research. Douglas, more that most ethnographers, is explicit about the reality of disparaging informants, and of being suspicious of the information that one receives. His powerful metaphor of the investigatory paradigm of research stems from this stance. Douglas assumes that subjects may provide misinformation, may evade, may lie, and may put up fronts (Douglas 1976, p. 57). Recognizing this, Douglas suggests that similar interactional tools might be legitimate for the sociologist as well -- turnabout is fair play. For a politically committed researcher investigative research has a considerable appeal. Yet, such a stance presupposes that informed consent will be limited, in that what is being informed is less that what the subjects would wish to know in retrospect. It is also less that what the researcher recognizes that she or he should report in fairness. Such a research strategy is not grounded in justice to the observed group. Research must be amenable to studying "the bad guys" as well as "the good guys." Put this way, the only way in which such research can be carried out effectively is if the bad guys are unaware that this is how the ethnographer conceives of them. It assumes that we can categorize good guys and bad guys. Ethnographers must confront these groups secretly, only later, facing justifiably harsh feelings from the target, revealing their hidden intentions. The researcher appears to be a kindly soul, but turns out to be a spy, an undercover agent, operating against the interests of the observed group. Even though this approach might be justified in terms of its overall benefit, it is based upon a lie -- a lack of kindly intentions, a hidden secret. The Friendly Ethnographer Will Rogers once said, and many since then have mocked, that he never met a man he didn't like. This is the assumption of the qualitative researcher: Will Rogers in academic tweed. The researcher supposedly -- read the texts -- doesn't dislike everyone. It is the rare ethnographer who is willing to admit publicly that this is not the case. I believe (and confess) that most researchers discover that their are individuals with whom they are incompatible. We do not like everyone that we meet -- certainly not everyone that we meet in the workplace, particularly when goals and motivations may be contrary. This claim covers a range of emotions and types of relationships. We must examine the emotional fibre of the multi-dimensional range of relations, not only the ecstatically fulfilling or the brutal horrid. The reality is that there are many individuals with whom we are not compatible, but with whom we can maintain cordial, if somewhat distant, relationships, when there is no tension in the system and when we are not aiming for incompatible goals. Many of our relations are "temporarily friendly." Then there are others with whom we feel acutely uncomfortable, and from whom we generally attempt to keep our distance. Even in ethnographic research we may create elaborate rationales, whereby we place ourselves in other spaces. Finally we must honor those sacred few -- those few individuals of whom we can say with some confidence that we really do not like -- those who we hate. Many ethnographers uncover an occasional person of that sort -- a target of our dislike. Hopefully not too many or this style of research, which is after all based on pleasantries, would be impossible. Hated individuals are to be found within our ethnographic world, but in the narrative representation of that world, they often vanish. We crop them from the picture. The illusion is that we have managed our affairs sweetly and well. This raises a problem under those circumstances in which our dislike may stem from something that relates to the research question -- in other words, when the personal dislike is not merely idiosyncratic, but is connected to our orientation to the research scene. For observers who are driven to attempt to like everyone within their purview, this dislike may develop when their friendly face is not accepted by some of those to whom it is offered. A spurned ethnographer can be a dangerous foe. This spurning may not be idiosyncratic, but may emerge directly from the nature of the on- going research. The dislike that emerges can be seen as emanating from the research, although it has tended to be described as an embarrassing nodule, hidden from prying eyes of the ethnographic reader. In my own research I must confess to several instances in which bad feelings developed between me and my subjects. I touch upon one instance in which the methodological appendix describing my seasons studying Little League baseball in With the Boys: Preadolescent Culture and Little League Baseball. One of the coaches, not of a team that I had singled out for particular attention, felt that I was collaborating with his rivals in the league and refused to permit me to collect questionnaires from his boys, questionnaires that he had previously willingly distributed. At various times during the season, he attempted to humiliate me, as, for instance, not accepting a lineup card that another manager had asked me to deliver. As a consequence, I took private pleasure writing about this man and his son in my book, although I was careful to be "ethical" in that I never mentioned his name and excluded identifying features. Perhaps if he read the book he might recognize himself, perhaps his colleagues would. This reminds us that those of us with access to "the media" have power that others cannot match. Taunt us if you dare. The Honest Ethnographer The grail of informed consent is at the end of the twisted road of most ethical discussions. Research subjects, it is said, have the right to know what they are getting themselves into.1 Sounds good. The problem is that this advice flies int he face of much that has been written by ethnographers (and other methodologists) who are concerned about "reactivity." They argue that knowing the research goals will surely and inevitably skew the results. This is complicated by the ethnographic truism, gleaned from Glaser and Strauss's (1967) The Discovery of Grounded Theory, that good ethnographers do not know what they are looking for until they have already found it. How can we detail our topics to our informants, when we don't know them ourselves. Many qualitative researchers have had the experience of filling out a Human Subjects Committee document or a grant application, only to be asked to explain the hypotheses and explain how they will be conveyed to subjects. The only honest response is that what we are studying is: Them. By honest, I do not mean that ethnographers lie about their justification for research -- although they may, but rather that they do not tell the truth as they know it, and have constructed a web of justifications for this choice. In this sense, ethnographers use the same arguments as do those who select laboratory experimentation, claiming that the truth will systematically compromise the findings. This absence of honesty perhaps reached its apex in the controversy that developed over Laud Humphreys' Tearoom Trade, in which he interviewed informants who had participated unknowingly in his ethnography of impersonal sex in public places, but did so under the guise that they were selected through a random selection process. He tracked these individuals through their license plate numbers. In his enlarged edition, Humphreys (1975, p. 230) regrets that decision. Clearly these individuals were interviewed under false pretenses, even though there is no evidence that they suffered any harm in the process. Throughout the course of life we mislead others for goals that seem to be worthy -- or if not worthy, at least convenient. Indeed, one might ask why honesty should in practice, as opposed to in theory, be seen as so virtuous -- particularly if one avoids causing harm. The vigorous and heated debate in the 1960s about the legitimacy of disguised, covert observation directly concerns this. Kai Erikson (1967) pointedly criticized his colleagues who chose to enter scenes in which they had no legitimate right to be, professing claims to belonging that were bogus. He argued that this methodology did not adequately respect the moral stature of the profession., He singled out for criticism research by John Lofland and Robert Lejeune (1960) in which this researchers and their colleagues attempted to explore the reaction of members of Alcoholics Anonymous to new members of varying social classes. The researchers "played" recovering alcoholics, and dressed according to social class norms, presumably misleading members of these groups. Critics of this style of hidden research feel that disguised observation places the researcher in the same position as the espionage agent, perhaps reflecting a lack of proper concern with the "human rights" of informants not to be deceived, particularly in those situations in which the clearest beneficiary is the deceptive researcher. How much and what kinds of explanations we provide are choices that we make from our position of power and information control. In a previous analysis (Fine 1980), I distinguished among three strategies of information control. Borrowing a metaphor from the espionage community, I label these: Deep Cover, Shallow Cover, and Explicit Cover. In the first of these, Deep Cover, the researcher does not announce that he or she is a researcher. Rather, the researcher participates in the life of the group as a full members. Operating under Explicit Cover, the researcher makes as complete an announcement of the goals and hypotheses of the research as possible, not worrying if this explanation will have a reactive effect. The third technique, Shallow Cover, is a compromise. The researcher announces the existence of the ethnography, but is vague about the goals. Thus, many researchers attempt to avoid reactivity by claiming to wish "to study people like you, what you think and what you do." Often such an explanation suffices. The researcher is announced but the research foci are not compromised. Such is either the best of all worlds or the worst, depending on one's orientation. The Fair Ethnographer What does it mean to be fair? Is fairness possible? The label "fair" can consist of two alternative meanings -- that of objectivity or that of balance. Each is problematic in its own way, and each is far from universal in qualitative research reports. Some would suggest that they should not even be goals. Certainly qualitative researchers need not be warned about the difficulty, if not the impossibility, of striving for objectivity. Objectivity was an illusion -- an illusion grounded in the comforting acceptance of positivism -- that the world was ultimately knowable. However, the world is always known from a perspective, even though we might be able to agree that often perspectives do not vary dramatically. The new ethnographic movement, found most notably in anthropology through the writings of James Clifford and his colleagues has steadily spread outside of that orbit into other arenas of ethnographic work -- for instance, education and sociology. Few ethnographers believe in a single objective reality, but perhaps in realist ethnographies (Van Maanen 1988) such a doubt was not explicitly stated. Indeed the illusion was, in important respects, quite the reverse. The ethnographer typically has depicted him or herself as being an "honest broker" -- an individual with nothing to hide and with everything to share. She or he is the person who can parse the facts. However, we now believe that this belief is illusory and accept that an image of fairness in the name of objectivity is misguided. However, there is a sense in which this response may also be misguided. Once again one can't win, but such is the reality of occupational backstages. By admitting one's perspective and/or by seeing the world in terms of ideology and narrative we put on the mask of being open, but still without doing justice to all the ways in which a setting might be understood. We have not presented the diversity of world views, because we are by nature an "interested party." My point is not that this can be avoided, but rather that we should come out more forcefully and admit the paradox. There are no honest brokers. This perspective becomes particularly salient for that group of ethnographers who are engaged in "policy-relevant" research or qualitative applied research -- a branch of qualitative research that has grown remarkably in the 1980s. However, if my argument is correct, qualitative evaluation research, like all evaluation research, is "contaminated" by the perspective that the researcher brings to the question. While this is inevitable, and part of the problem of evaluation in general (that one's answers depend on one's questions), the researcher must admit the lack of "fairness" of the account. The Candid Ethnographer Ethnographers differ little from Erving Goffman's social actors; they depend upon impression management skills. No one wishes to look "bad," and, as a consequence, much information -- unknown to the reader -- is censored by a self-concerned ethnographer. One frequently encountered technique for this defense of the self is the fly-on-the-wall model -- an ethnography without ethnographer. This technique has perhaps been most dramatically been perfected by The New Yorker magazine -- a New Yorker ethnography, such as Stephen King's (1990) description of Little League baseball, has no observer. Indeed, much journalism operates on this claim, not just of objectivity, but on the more radical belief that in Edward R. Murrow's terms, You Are There. The illusion is that everything that is reported has actually happened, because you have been exposed to it. This illusion can be seen for what it is when the writer relies on the passive voice, indicating that someone "was asked," attempting to elide the reality that the asker was the writer. The literary claim is that the asking just happened "naturally," from within the system. The question ultimately becomes who is the "who" in the system? How many imperfections is one going to choose to report? How much is relevant for public consumption, particularly as it relates to the sometimes embarrassing actions of the researcher? The issue of what and how much to report does not have any "right" or eternal answers. Answers are always grounded in choices, wherein the cynic can claim, as I do here, that the researcher is either not being candid, or, on the other hand, is overglorifying the self in a report that none but one's relatives might choose voluntarily to read. My charge is that whatever choice is made is not made entirely on theoretical grounds. It is impossible to disentangle the personal demands of presentation of self -- how one is going to appear to others -- from the question of what one should do "in the name of science." Being candid, thus, becomes a situated choice that is forever linked with how the candor is likely to affect one's reputation as a scholar. One hopes that one does good by doing well. The recent experimental attempts to make oneself the center of one's own ethnography can no more escape the dilemmas of exposing one's candor than can attempts to pretend that one wasn't there and that all one is doing is passing on what occurred in "actual fact." New techniques of ethnographic description demand the same bracketing of candor as does the claim of the absent ethnographer. There is no way to escape the reality that one's presentation of one's own role is inevitably an exercise in tact. There always is a reader looking over a writer's shoulder. The Precise Ethnographer An assumption exists that is dearly held that data provided in field notes reflect what has "really" happened. More specifically we assume that quotation marks reveal words that have been truly spoken. This is often an illusion, a lie -- a deception of which we should be aware. It is the opposite of plagiarism, where we give credit to someone who does not deserve it, at least not for those precise words. To recall the exact words of a conversation, especially if one has not been trained in shorthand or as a court report (and not even then, as stenographers and court reporters can attest), is impossible. This is particularly applicable to those observers who wish to maintain the illusion of true participation by not taking notes within the limits of the public situation itself. We remember the old joke about the participant observer noted for having a small bladder, because of frequent excuses to use the nearest restroom. There the researcher furtively and rapidly inscribes the immediate observations. He or she maintains the illusion of omniscience by recreating a situation with attendant bits of talk after having left the event -- skating on even thinner ice. In such situations we become playwrights, reconstructing a scene for the insight of our readers, imagining ongoing events in our minds (Bartlett 1932). We claim that the scene really happened, but it clearly didn't happen in precisely the form that we are announcing. We are like that band of popular biographers who in order to make a scene compelling and "real," create dialogue that is "likely" to occur, and that, in the process, support the arguments and morals that the writer wishes us to understand. The dialogue is not fully accurate in that requiring an attestation that these "precise" words were said is futile. One would need a gifted, encyclopedic ear -- an ear never seen. When conscientiously compiled, the quotations are both true and false. They are true in that with ethical researchers they represent something "along the lines" of what was said -- transformed into our own words that we place -- in a most unsanitary way -- in the mouths of others. When I teach qualitative methods I assign my graduate students an in-class exercise which I have two of them converse informally for a minute or two. Immediately once the conversation has been completed, I ask that all students write the exact words of the conversation to the best of their ability. When the tape of the brief conversation is played, students discover to their chagrin that although they may have captured the "gist" of the conversation, which after all had ended only moments before, they have not captured the words themselves. Obviously some students have better recall than do others, but none are close to perfect. This underlines my point that the details of those quotations and even the descriptions of behaviors should at best be treated as approximations, as signposts, and more likely should be treated as mini-docudramas. I most of my observational research, I have depended on having my field notebook in plain view, which perhaps decreases the rate of errors, even though it may also distract me and my informants. Yet, even then I recognize that the materials I present are not exact quotations, particularly in light of the weakness of my stenographic skills. The illusion of verisimilitude is crucial for the grounding of qualitative research: its rich precision. The belief that this is "real life," not fiction and not approximation, provides a charter for participant observation. This depiction of reality gives ethnography a leg up over survey research, experimentation, and the like, but it is, I suggest, a belief that is at best only approximately true. The Observant Ethnographer We assume that the report of a scene will be a "complete" picture -- that there exists a reasonably precise correspondence between what is said to have occurred, and what "actually" happened. There is a related belief that -- at least during the period that the ethnographer was present -- not much of importance was missed. But suppose that this comforting belief is not accurate, suppose the picture painted is missing critical information -- that the ethnographer was simply not sufficiently observant. The ethnographic picture will always lack detail and shading -- sometimes these absences are material in that other ethnographers would have arrived at sharply different conclusions from highlighting different material. On the surface this criticism is one that primarily targets "bad ethnography" -- most of us would agree that ethnography and ethnographers differ in skills just as degrees of quality are found everywhere. Science fiction writer Theodore Sturgeon allegedly noted in response to claims that most science fiction is of poor quality, "Yes, 90% of science fiction is crap, but then 90% of everything is crap." And, following Sturgeon's Law, 90% of all ethnography is crap. While we might dispute the numbers, and while we should be wary of turning quality into the dichotomous variable of "crap/not crap," the point is still valid. However, we must transcend this cold assertion of scholarly incompetence to recognize that the ability to be totally aware is an imperfect skill. We do mishear, we do not recognize what we see, and we are positioned wrong to make sense of the happenings around us. We are well-aware of the amusing anecdotes told on our children of when they misheard some common adult phrase and transform it in humorous ways, such as the child who (mis)hears the first line of the national anthem as "Jose, Can you see." We ethnographers, particularly when newly observing novel scenes, are all too like that amusing five year old. Everything is capable of multiple interpretations, and these misunderstandings stem not from our incompetence, but rather from our competencies in other domains. Some things we do not see because we simply are not trained or situationally knowledgeable to look for them. Paul Stoller's (1989) excellent ethnography of the Songhay of Niger, The Taste of Ethnographic Things, reminds us that we rely on our visual and auditory senses, to the neglect of touch, smell, and taste. Thus, we are not observant -- the very skill that competent participant observation is supposedly -- and actually -- based on. Yet, this weakness is inescapable. A further cause to being unobservant is a consequence of personal, temporal, and situational pressures. We all know how difficult participant observation is, and how much of a strain it can be even in the best of circumstances. There are hours and hours of observations, followed by hours and hours of composing one's field notes. When I was conducting my research with fantasy role play gamers (Fine 1983) -- those who played Dungeons & Dragons -- I would occasionally spend the lengthening hours from seven in the evening until four the following morning with these young men. It would have required a very dramatic event to capture my analytic attention in the wee hours of a long night. Perhaps I should admit, more honestly, that for much of the time I was simply present, barely monitoring what transpired among these gamers. My level of observation was substantially decreased. When I drank or puffed marijuana with my research subjects my powers of concentration were altered for the worse and better. When I had a stressful day at the university or a dispute with my wife, my level of concentration diminished. How could it be otherwise? The things that I noticed, and my ability to notice and take note varied. As we all know from straining to decipher our scribbled field notes (for those of us who do not rely upon our very fragile memory), sometimes we will simply not type all of the things we have noted, or, worse, we will not be able to read our own writing. Some ethnographers, in fact, do not write field notes, assuming that their memories will suffice. As one claims, memorably, "I am a fieldnote!" (Jackson 1990, p. 21). My underlying claim that is that the ability to be observant is variable, and that we should not be so accepting as to assume that what is depicted in the ethnography is the whole picture. Obviously for reasons of space things are excluded, but more than that, much is excluded because it passed right under our nose and through our ears, and because our hands were too tired to note the happening. The Unobtrusive Observer Most "textbooks" on how to conduct qualitative research emphasize that the proper role of the observer is to influence the scene as little as possible. Once again, we hear the resonances of the "fly on the wall" model. Underlying this attitude is the principle that the researcher should not truly become a "participant" observer. Obviously this desire is legitimate. What would we learn if researchers burst into a social scene and immediately took charge -- pushing the events in directions in which they would not otherwise have gone? While this would still be a social environment, it might not be the type of environment that one had planned to examine. Too great an involvement in a social scene can transform an ethnography into a field experiment. Yet, recognizing the demand that the researcher should not determine the direction of an observed scene, one might also wonder whether competent, active observers do not and should not influence the scene. Ultimately the methodological goal is to become a full member of the scene. How is this possible when one is just to be a piece of furniture? Over time I have chosen -- perhaps only to make life easy, perhaps not -- to recognize my participatory desires. While I still attempt not to put too fast a spin on a setting, I add myself to the mix, and I attempt to understand how I feel as a participant. The degree to which one is a "full participant" affects the extent to which this sympathetic understanding is possible: I had far more success in being a co-member as a fantasy role-play gamer and as a mushroom collector than as a Little League baseball player or a professional cook. In my observation of high school debaters I was able to recall through sympathetic introspection what these young men and women were experiencing, using emotion to my own end. In these observations, I did not attempt to be a non-entity, a cipher. Every group is a collection of personalities and styles, and this mix affects meanings, actions, and impacts. As a consequence, the idiosyncratic presence of an observer should not be too worrisome, as long as the impact is not excessively directive or substantive. The problem, of course, does not only involve the impact of the researcher, but the report of the impact. Given the generally-held belief that one's impact should be modest, it is certainly understandable that many researchers attempt in their narrative to paint themselves that way. I discussed this general issue when describing the myth of the candid ethnographer. Again, I note that one way in which researchers are not fully candid is by erasing some of their rough edges and some of the impact that their presence has on the scene. The Chaste Ethnographer One of the dirty little secrets of ethnography, so hidden and so dirty that it is hard to know how much credence to give, are tales about lurid assignations, couplings, trysts, and other linkages between ethnographers and those they "observe." Perhaps the closest that we come to this is the examination of the opposite side of the mirror, those cases in which female ethnographers are harassed by male subjects (e.g., Easterday, Papademas, Schorr, and Valentine 1977; Hunt 1984; Wax 1979; Conaway 1986). These happenings -- obnoxious and brazen attempts at sexual acquaintanceship -- are part of the territory in a sexist world. Why should the female ethnographer be treated differently from any other female? One wonders, therefore, about male ethnographers and their female informants -- are academics more moral than other social groupings? We have all heard whispers about ethnographers -- particularly anthropologists observing distant realms -- who went native. The ethnographer was so take by the community being studied that he or she decided to remain in that scene. This decision was often linked to love or marriage, and anthropologists are specifically warned about this possibility (Conaway 1986, p. 53). Indeed, marriage may have represented the validated, intense commitment to that scene that the ethnographer desired. Just as there are long-term relationships, there are brief encounters -- equally or more passionate, if limited in time and space. Humans are attracted to each other in various domains. They look, they leer, they flirt, and they fantasize. If one examines the written record, little of this rough and hot humanity appears. Admittedly such relations do not always transpire. It might be better if I could admit to more than a few looks and thoughts, but I can not personally speak beyond this. Occasionally one finds an honest, if careful, anthropological account written about a distant outpost. Paul Rabinow's account of his intimacy with a Berber woman in Morocco is among the best known: Ali took me into the next room and asked me if I wanted to sleep with one of the girls. Yes, I would go with the third woman who had joined us for dinner. Before we left the house, Ali took me aside, and shuffling, said that he had promised to pay her but he didn't have any money. Everyone wished everyone a fine night, and we left. We did not say more than a few words to each other. My few Arabic expressions became garbled and confused in my mind. So, silently and with an affectionate air, she indicated that I should sit on a low pillow while she made the bed. . . . The warmth and non-verbal communication of the afternoon were fast disappearing. This woman was not impersonal, but she was not that affectionate or open either. (Rabinow 1977, pp. 68-69) One must admire the tact with which the passage is written. Rabinow only implies that he agreed to sleep with this woman, never writes that they had intercourse, and suggests that this woman was a prostitute provided by his real informant, not an informant herself. His data was not defiled. Further, he does not address whether Berber sexual activity differed from his experiences in Chicago. For him, this evening was not data. Similarly careful is Colin Turnbull (1986, pp. 24-25), whose sexual liaison with a Mbuti woman, sent to him by her father, the tribal chief, is described obliquely and presented to explain how he carved out his society identity. Dona Davis (1986, p. 253-254), studying menopause in a Newfoundland fishing village, is coy about her sexual relationship with another stranger in the community, an engineer working on the water system. She discussed how this man fulfilled her "private needs," and discusses in some depth the reactions from villagers, but their interaction is not data. Ethnographers value and demand their privacy. This privacy is surely understandable and from the ethnographer's perspective, no doubt it is quite desirable and defensible. Sexual contact stigmatizes the writer -- particularly female writers (Whitehead and Price 1986, p. 302). Malinowski's (1967) diaries were only published posthumously and a rare book about a female anthropologist having relations with a local male appears under a pseudonym (Cesara 1982, pp. 55-56). This taboo on including these data misleads a naive reader about the emotional and personal qualities of this methodology. Participants observation is ostensibly and gloriously a methodology in which the personal equation is crucial, and yet this equation is often hidden from view. The question is whether we can preserve our own privacy at the same time that we reveal the larger dimensions of behavior -- private and public -- in the community being studied. Where is the balance? The Literary Ethnographer Ethnography is nothing until inscribed -- when sensory experiences become text. The particular, idiosyncratic skills of the ethnographer are always in evidence, and nowhere is this clearer than in the literary production of the ethnography. There are dangers in inscription for all kinds of writers -- those that are "bad" and those are "good." For the bad writer, the problem is in keeping the interest of one's readers, assuming that one is able to get published. One must insure that the writing is not so muddled that the intentions of the author gets lost or that the author becomes so verbose that the reader gets lost (Richardson 1990). Bad writing, assuming that we can define it, is a rather simple problem. Teaching social scientists to write, while not easy, is at least on its surface something that we know how to do. But what about writers who do not have this burden of literary incompetence. Some writers write well, but write in a language that is not easily translatable for those who are outside of the community. Some post-modernists express themselves fluently, but not enough of their readers have acquired an easy sense of what things mean in their texts. These authors belong to a different universe of discourse. Other writers may write so well, in conventional terms, that the reader is more taken by the writing than by the substance. The writing can hide a lack of evidence, as it sometimes does in quasi- popular works. One of my favorite and one of the most influential ethnographies of the past decade is Arlie Hochschild's (1983) estimable The Managed Heart. It is surely effective prose. Yet, it is too richly ethnographic, and limited for that reason. She has not provided quite enough data for us to make the judgements that we might wish about the lives of the stewardesses from whom she generalizes. She writes too well, and shares too little. Then there are those who write ethnography as poetry -- Dan Rose's study Black American Street Life (1987, see also Rose 1990) comes to mind. The problem confronting Rose's reader is to determine through the web of the literary text what he means -- or least what we are learning. Using this technique Rose means for us to confront his images, but sometimes, as readers, our minds can become heavily confused. The writing carries with it meaning, and inevitably meaning gets shuffled and is imprecise. Conclusion All trades create a body of conceits that they wish to hide from those outside the boundaries of their domain, and so it is with ethnographers. I do not wish to denigrate our common enterprise, but rather have specified what we can and what we cannot claim for ourselves. We must ask: in which cloaks can we wrap ourselves? Limits remain to what we do -- obdurate limits, and it is our responsibility not to be blind to these limits. Perfection is professionally unobtainable. These lies are not lies that we can choose, for the most part, not to tell; they are not claims that we can avoid entirely; we must suffer the reality that they are part of the methodology by which we prepare a reality for a transformed presentation. 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